Tossed to the side..

I haven't wrote in a while, sorry. My life has been crazy busy and I am super burnt out. 

And I am falling asleep right now. I am just so relieved I am going to be with wonderful people tomorrow. I am sad I lost a really great friend, I am mainly sad because that friend let someone else take over his life, I just know he is so much greater than this. But I am the bad person in the end. I know I am strong, and I can rise from such immaturity. You will regret this my friend, well we aren't anymore according to facebook? Thats a nice slap in the face, for always being there for you. You kinda make me laugh, because I used to think you were such an amazing person, one in which I respected so much- i loved your outlook on life and your respect for people.. I did not expect this from you, ever. I am not going to feel sorry for myself or be sad, because I don't need people in my life that can that easily rid of me so easily, it's good to get rid of the bad things in your life, I am so glad you helped me out, by deleting me on facebook, thanks. You know you will realise one day, that i was a star for you that wasn't ever to burn out because I always knew I would be there for you, but I guess you just lost one of those stars that usually are there no matter what. One day you will need stars, Im sorry I won't be there for you. You really hurt me bestfriend, I won't ever put this aside. I sure hope what your holding on to lasts, but really what does last forever? One day you will look back at this and wonder where your mind was.

( Sorry for my negative post, it's just all I got right now )

Peace&Love and have a good weekend everyone (: