And it's the hard times that make us stronger

I am feeling happiness, as well as sadness. I have just went through a few tough days, and I am starting to realize that sometimes when we have fallen- we can get up much stronger and find strength to pull through. I am still in the high school scene, and girls are crazy and things get out of hand sometimes. Im not going to explain any situation because I am done with what the problem was, all I can say is that before you jump to any conclusion you should always see both sides because when feelings are involved, you could be hurting the wrong person and causing stress that is so avoidable. 

Im sorry for any of you who I have pushed away, I have just felt a need to put a wall up and not let anyone see my weaknesses of not having much strength in some hard times. I always find it, yet I just want my friends to only see me when I am happy and okay. I talked to a wonderful friend tonight, and she helped me realize it's time to let people in, because I need my friends I do. You are all my stars:) And I couldn't imagine my crazy life without you all. I want to enjoy life more, and not blame not having a social life on how much I work, I should still be able to keep in contact with my close ones and enjoy life always.

I often allow myself to get really close to someone, and when I lose that someone; my world falls apart. It's time for me to be happy with myself, and not need that closeness with someone to always to keep me happy. 

With saying all this, it's important to keep your loved ones close to you always especially friends because they help you, and inspire you to stay happy. 

Sometimes we lose friends, and get lost somewhere and it's happened to me, very recently.. but sometimes you do need to let go of the negative energy in your life.

Yay for Positivity!

Peace, and much love everyone <3