Hop On The Rollercoster;;

Final destination: Independent and time to get a move on. I have been everywhere these last couple of months. Back in September things were perfect for sure, I wish we could just freeze time sometimes. Remember when I said I was taking a big risk with trying a relationship well I did, and I am now picking up the pieces, but I am surprisingly stronger than what I thought. I should be crying, but instead I am laughing at how happy I was with you. And it means so much the relationship came from my favorite place on this earth, and I can experience my first real heart break and all of that jazz. Life is such a learning experience, and it sucks being hurt but you heal and get back up and can handle it all over again easy peasy. ( ha ha, peasy?) Maybe I am just really happy right now, and it's making it look like I am okay with that break up; it still sucks because flash backs just pop out of no where. But it don't hurt as bad anymore. I often wonder what your doing, and if your thinking of me. But I do miss you, and I will for awhile. I want your happiness too(: Ha ha, I hope you are reading this or else I am just talking to no one. 

I have been pretty bad for doing well in school, but Monday is a new turning point everyone, I am going to be good; which will include actually going to class, making homework a reality not an option ( ha ha) and sleep!!! But I have been getting this so it's great. I have been so busy I have opened this blog post like 3 times this weekend to finish it but I have just been crazy busy, I actually went out this weekend. But now I am so tired and I don't even want to look at my homework. 

I should just publish this before I need to run away again ha ha,

p.s Im always thinking of you