A new Perspective

Why does she need 30 alarms to just remind her it's time to get up; but it don't work as an alarm because she just looks at it realizes it's time to get up and dozes right off.. I try my hardest to force her to get up.. but her ego always has crazy desires of thinking sleeping an extra 5 minutes will make a difference. I don't get it myself. I think it's funny she thinks she will get up early one day and spend time getting ready and maybe enjoy a cup of coffee.. or maybe do the homework she refused to open the night before. But an extra couple minutes of sleep is fine even if it means to no time to put eye liner on, or the minus of some other step she would have had time for. Her sister usually yells at her because we are supposed to leave before 8:30 Am but It's usually after; and Amy is good at making excuses on why it's Britts fault even if she had been up an hour earlier and already in the car; after she had it started like 10 minutes earlier, this is so it's warm for selfish Amy to get in. 

You should see her in her first class, she can't keep her eyes open.. she often tells herself she can just do the work later.. and then ponders on why she should just drop the course this then results in her deciding she can do it because it's easy. English is interesting; But no work gets done because any other distraction keeps her from getting anything accomplished - so a class room full of other students does not add to her crazy ADD or something she definitely has. The kid she tutors is a handful, but its interesting to hear his excuses for why he didn't know there was a test even if it was on the board in front of him for like a week. She can be patient with that kid, but not in any other situation, maybe thats harsh but she does get stressed easily.

 Her so called photo class is interesting, it's really a class where she decides when she will work or just sit there and rock the bubble shooter. Her photo class likes to go on nature walks and throw leaves at each other... Mr. A is funny... his greatest line is " what are you chowing down on? " or when we come in after lunch and he has bleach blonde hair.. yeah he is old and it should be white.. I get a kick out of him dying his hair when he should be retired. 

I love Amy's friends they are great.. they support Amy lots.. and I am glad she has them, because they keep her happy. But that stupid boy pops up in her head too much, I would much rather push him in to her unconscious, but I do my best trust me.. she doesn't think about him as much. She is inspired right now, she is going to do well this year as she has no one like him sucking the life out of her because she was always worried that something was wrong. It's good to break those chains. I feel bad for her parents, they think she is on drugs... well really she never has money and she is always tired and bitchy. But she is getting better now, I was worried for awhile there although her parents are just getting more concerned. 

I should probably let Amy have her mind back, it's just her conscious or whatever you want to call me giving you an insight in too her crazy mind. She is like a pack of Smarties or Skittles you don't know what colour you will get one day. But I know she will pull through, she is a happy one. And her lovely quote i Enjoy her thinking of: When life gets dark you can see the stars, it's the best thing for her. It keeps her strong. She is actually getting it on her soon as a tattoo.. ah I hope that don't hurt me. 

Just give Amy a chance, even if she is sometimes off the map ( trust me, she is ) 

Oh life is good(: