Love everything and everyone
Hello everyone. I know it has been so long, although my life has been ridiculous. Okay.. before this week. But its so nice to get on track with my sleep, and prepare myself for yet another wild summer at Camp Wannakumbac! Where has the time went in this Month? Well I turned 18, and that itself is a story of it's own. A week ago, I passed through those magical doors that they call "Graduation"... where I will be awaited with tons of doors opening right?! Oh the cliche in this world. However, yes I have graduated... and this summer is my first opportunity with a beautiful door dragging me out of this town.
Grade twelve was like no other, it was so fast, Im sad I wished it all away. This whole year I so badly wanted these days to arrive, where I can be free, and use the phrase "but Im 18 now!" to my parents, to get out of certain situations. <-- I still like that phrase though haha. Im so tired of reflecting, it's like I have a whole lifetime to make happen, I should just smile at my past and take everything in. This is much more difficult than what you may think, there is sometimes obstacles and different situations that pop up out of no where, and its not always enjoyable. But Im trying my bestest here. Yes I know "bestest" isn't a word but it fit better.
When I was saying goodbye to my 16 year old days I made a list of things in which would be my goals for my year being 17. I don't have it in front of me, but I know what they are. I am a very goal orientated individual so I try to succeed. One of them was to be happy, and not let negativity get to me. Another was to explore life, and meet new people. These two goals stick out to me, because I think I met lots of new people this year, and I tried my hardest to keep strength in the hard times. Now Im off on a completely different adventure where I am not sheltered by my parents, and I have a feeling there might be some different situations I haven't ever faced. Living in a house with so many different kinds of people, in a place that I am not used to may create surprises of it's own. It wont be the classic drama Im used to back In the High-School scene.
SO here I am, I am leaving for camp on tuesday, and this year I am going to try really hard to blog, I know I said it last year, but I hope to get more in to this. In the fall I am leaving for about six months, I am traveling to Ontario, then New Brunswick. It will be a sick adventure. In the spring I hope to maybe venture out to BC, or see where my life takes me. I am not going to be settling for a little while:)
Over the past few days, having talks with my brother, friends, and thinking. I am really beginning to believe that the power of love is so great, and It's the only good thing we have in this world. We need to love everything and everyone. We must change our thoughts to positive ones; if we wish to see any change in our world, it's in these days where our earth needs all the positive energy it can get. I don't know about you, but that oil spill, and everything else... is not so positive. We need to try to be happy, and believe there is light in our future.
Peace & Love everyone (:
Grade twelve was like no other, it was so fast, Im sad I wished it all away. This whole year I so badly wanted these days to arrive, where I can be free, and use the phrase "but Im 18 now!" to my parents, to get out of certain situations. <-- I still like that phrase though haha. Im so tired of reflecting, it's like I have a whole lifetime to make happen, I should just smile at my past and take everything in. This is much more difficult than what you may think, there is sometimes obstacles and different situations that pop up out of no where, and its not always enjoyable. But Im trying my bestest here. Yes I know "bestest" isn't a word but it fit better.
When I was saying goodbye to my 16 year old days I made a list of things in which would be my goals for my year being 17. I don't have it in front of me, but I know what they are. I am a very goal orientated individual so I try to succeed. One of them was to be happy, and not let negativity get to me. Another was to explore life, and meet new people. These two goals stick out to me, because I think I met lots of new people this year, and I tried my hardest to keep strength in the hard times. Now Im off on a completely different adventure where I am not sheltered by my parents, and I have a feeling there might be some different situations I haven't ever faced. Living in a house with so many different kinds of people, in a place that I am not used to may create surprises of it's own. It wont be the classic drama Im used to back In the High-School scene.
SO here I am, I am leaving for camp on tuesday, and this year I am going to try really hard to blog, I know I said it last year, but I hope to get more in to this. In the fall I am leaving for about six months, I am traveling to Ontario, then New Brunswick. It will be a sick adventure. In the spring I hope to maybe venture out to BC, or see where my life takes me. I am not going to be settling for a little while:)
Over the past few days, having talks with my brother, friends, and thinking. I am really beginning to believe that the power of love is so great, and It's the only good thing we have in this world. We need to love everything and everyone. We must change our thoughts to positive ones; if we wish to see any change in our world, it's in these days where our earth needs all the positive energy it can get. I don't know about you, but that oil spill, and everything else... is not so positive. We need to try to be happy, and believe there is light in our future.
Peace & Love everyone (:
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