Heyo!
I know, I dont ever update. But you must know, I have a crazy life and I sometimes don't even have a chance to breathe- literally. Ha ha. So here is to the last month of being nestled in a home with my parents and a normal life. Yay to not showering, campfires, beautiful people, crazy kids, ridiculous programs, fat suits, sleeping outside, nature, pig outs, no sleep, and the bell telling you, you need to be somewhere. It all starts in only a month, before I get too far ahead of myself I do turn 18 in a week and I graduate a little bit after. Where has time gone?
...ohh and I do shower if you were wondering, just not so often in the summer, good thing most of you can't smell me reading this ha ha:)
Anywho, as I did mention life is changing fast, and I am busy. Im currently in the middle of student council, grad committee, two jobs, and school work. I think that's why It is hard to breathe sometimes. But Im still kickin'. Im starting to take life in more, even if I am busy it's nice to just look around and see how beautiful life is. Im realizing I shouldn't get rundown because of a little knot in my life. I know everyone says "life is to short to hold a grudge" well it's true. Life is so fragile as it is, not trying to be negative but death is so much closer to us all healthy or not. You could get in to your car and get hit from some drunk person, or just walk down the wrong road one day. We need to cherish every moment we have alive. Im trying not to be as stressed out about pointless things, because in the end it doesn't matter. Why not be the happiest we can be? Wouldn't that be a beautiful thing to look at if you get really old and you can see that you didn't stress, you only saw the happiness in everything and you lived life to the fullest you could have. I think we should all just jump at every opportunity, and always say "why not" instead of "I don't think that will work" ..well you can say I don't think that will work if it's something as obvious as asking if shoving toothpaste back in to a tube could work.
Another thing, why are we always "wanting" and "needing" have we lost the different between what is necessary and what isn't? I know I get trapped in to that balance of two different things of wanting and needing. But we should just know, if there is love in our life it's all we need. People are also chasing love, I just don't believe it is something you can chase, I think it will find you first. So please, lets all just chill' and take life in.
(: Just be happy
...ohh and I do shower if you were wondering, just not so often in the summer, good thing most of you can't smell me reading this ha ha:)
Anywho, as I did mention life is changing fast, and I am busy. Im currently in the middle of student council, grad committee, two jobs, and school work. I think that's why It is hard to breathe sometimes. But Im still kickin'. Im starting to take life in more, even if I am busy it's nice to just look around and see how beautiful life is. Im realizing I shouldn't get rundown because of a little knot in my life. I know everyone says "life is to short to hold a grudge" well it's true. Life is so fragile as it is, not trying to be negative but death is so much closer to us all healthy or not. You could get in to your car and get hit from some drunk person, or just walk down the wrong road one day. We need to cherish every moment we have alive. Im trying not to be as stressed out about pointless things, because in the end it doesn't matter. Why not be the happiest we can be? Wouldn't that be a beautiful thing to look at if you get really old and you can see that you didn't stress, you only saw the happiness in everything and you lived life to the fullest you could have. I think we should all just jump at every opportunity, and always say "why not" instead of "I don't think that will work" ..well you can say I don't think that will work if it's something as obvious as asking if shoving toothpaste back in to a tube could work.
Another thing, why are we always "wanting" and "needing" have we lost the different between what is necessary and what isn't? I know I get trapped in to that balance of two different things of wanting and needing. But we should just know, if there is love in our life it's all we need. People are also chasing love, I just don't believe it is something you can chase, I think it will find you first. So please, lets all just chill' and take life in.
(: Just be happy
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