working on my backwards walk

.....................It has been a while since I have expressed anything in this space. This year has been a challenging and rewarding one to say the least. I fell in to a pretty great rut in the beginning of January. Of course I still am trying to figure myself out some days. Aren't we all? I have been so busy, and sometimes I forget what day it is. I have always been a person who needs to be really busy, otherwise I think too much and then thats when things can get difficult. When I am busy, I go with the flow and I live in the moment.. because I am constantly moving. I also make a point to appreciate the small things as I have mentioned.. they say someone who finds happiness in small interactions or things will end up being happier at the end of the day. I always love to take a moment and appreciate the old couple who still hold each others hands and their love for each other is literally beaming off of them those little things just light up my heart. So instead of rushing around to your next job, or next task take a breath and realize what is around you, and the love you have in your life.

I am still really enjoying my job as a support worker, it uplifts me and keeps a smile across my face when I go to work. We should all do something we are proud of. Why dread going to work? Since most of our lives is making a living at odd jobs, or one career. You must enjoy and be proud of what you do.
I have been in my head a lot lately with different thoughts so it is so weird to let some of it out. I am just trying to focus on my happiness and I am learning a lot about myself as I go. I recently got back in to my feathers again since I will be selling them at the store in a couple weeks. So I am getting some inspiration back slowly but surely. Winter really grabs me and sometimes keeps me from being happy, but at least the spring comes every year and always gives me a new wave of energy.

...lots of love <3