It's true I have my regrets we never danced on rooftops
Heyo!
I can't believe I am setting off on another journey, exactly what I have wanted. It hasn't been easy I can tell you that much, all the fundraising, little stresses, you know. It's weird I have been so on the move lately. Life is easy when you can just pack up everything, including feelings, I am not running away, I am just traveling to the unknown to enlighten my soul.
I need to thank those who have supported me, I know its difficult to understand why I pay so much to volunteer, however living aint free my friends, and the support and experience included is incredible. Thanks to those who supported me with my feather sales, the talks, inspiration, all the good stuff. I just want you all to know, I am in a really good place. I am so sure about this experience. You may ask, what are you doing after? Well I don't know. For once, I have no idea. I have always been so planned out, it's time for me to discover what it is I need to do. I will for sure be going to school next fall, but there is much time between then and now, and I am going to continue living in this moment, and enjoying my free outlook on life, because I know things will be okay, they will always be that way.
I am sorry I am so bad at keeping in contact, I am a bad person for that. I think of all of you all the time, Im sorry I can't be better at answering your messages, it's just difficult for me to reflect on what exactly is going on with me right now, Im kind of zoned out and in my own world, please understand, I will be back around I promise, I just have a new focus right now, as we all do. Im so in the moment for once, and I am living in the moment every day, and appreciating every little thing.
Well Costa Rica Monday, tomorrow I am off to Winnipeg, and then Sunday I will be in Toronto, so excited to see my dear katima friend Marina<3 ahhhh! It has been so long. I am getting used to this leaving thing. I will always remember these days where I can just pick up my life and stuff if in a backpack and by the way oh my god, that back pack will be the death of me, my back is in pain from that short lived moment of just getting it fit. Fun times, so stay tuned in for some more funny Amy stories. I will start blogging again, very often to tell you about my adventures volunteering. My group has no idea how crazy I am, so good luck to them! I am sure you can hear the laugh through my words ha ha(:
Take a gander at this beautiful poem, it inspires me everyday. Keep smiling everyday, and love as much as you can.
I can't believe I am setting off on another journey, exactly what I have wanted. It hasn't been easy I can tell you that much, all the fundraising, little stresses, you know. It's weird I have been so on the move lately. Life is easy when you can just pack up everything, including feelings, I am not running away, I am just traveling to the unknown to enlighten my soul.
I need to thank those who have supported me, I know its difficult to understand why I pay so much to volunteer, however living aint free my friends, and the support and experience included is incredible. Thanks to those who supported me with my feather sales, the talks, inspiration, all the good stuff. I just want you all to know, I am in a really good place. I am so sure about this experience. You may ask, what are you doing after? Well I don't know. For once, I have no idea. I have always been so planned out, it's time for me to discover what it is I need to do. I will for sure be going to school next fall, but there is much time between then and now, and I am going to continue living in this moment, and enjoying my free outlook on life, because I know things will be okay, they will always be that way.
I am sorry I am so bad at keeping in contact, I am a bad person for that. I think of all of you all the time, Im sorry I can't be better at answering your messages, it's just difficult for me to reflect on what exactly is going on with me right now, Im kind of zoned out and in my own world, please understand, I will be back around I promise, I just have a new focus right now, as we all do. Im so in the moment for once, and I am living in the moment every day, and appreciating every little thing.
Well Costa Rica Monday, tomorrow I am off to Winnipeg, and then Sunday I will be in Toronto, so excited to see my dear katima friend Marina<3 ahhhh! It has been so long. I am getting used to this leaving thing. I will always remember these days where I can just pick up my life and stuff if in a backpack and by the way oh my god, that back pack will be the death of me, my back is in pain from that short lived moment of just getting it fit. Fun times, so stay tuned in for some more funny Amy stories. I will start blogging again, very often to tell you about my adventures volunteering. My group has no idea how crazy I am, so good luck to them! I am sure you can hear the laugh through my words ha ha(:
Take a gander at this beautiful poem, it inspires me everyday. Keep smiling everyday, and love as much as you can.
go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass.
Take kindly to the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
Max Ehrmann c.1920
love love love,
Amy(:
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