Just I and my own thoughts again.
Its just like back in the day when I would post on this blog, although no one really read it and I sometimes had comfort in that. While with Katimavik I would be typing while imagining who would be reading this, because I knew who checked my blog regularly and now I have no idea. I have been home for a week and a half, it feels like so much longer. The whole transition back in to reality is such a blur as I think back now, yes I am still in it, although now I can actually deal with the emotions that have come with it. Before I was so overwhelmed to be home, I thought everything was fine and dandy; now I am realizing it's not that perfect of a story yet.
I miss the comfort in knowing there was always someone within 10 steps to talk too, I miss so many little things. It is safe to say I am lonely, and I miss living six in a room. Other than being stuck in the past, I have began to get my life together here. I have two jobs, I work at a unique little tea store, and I also work at a food and movie store. These are both local businesses so that makes me happy, local is the best! I have already started to work, so that makes me feel as if I am already accomplishing things.
It is so nice to return to my hometown, then after a week I am ready to get out again. It is safe to admit I enjoy visiting and being home and then I want to get out again and continue living my life in an independent way. Everyone is so settled and used of their life here, it's all the same, it is always like this. I come back, and everything is the same. I like change, but I need to get used of becoming settled, I have been able to pack up my emotions every couple of months, and move on. Now it's a different reality I need to stick it out.
Other than visiting with Brandon folk, finding my jobs, and time with the fam jam I got the chance to go to Winnipeg, and pick up Snuge from the airport since she came home for a visit. I had a good time visiting with the camp family, and it was nice to be down in the osbourne scene again.
I miss Katimavik.
Lots of p e a c e & love everyone<3<3
I miss the comfort in knowing there was always someone within 10 steps to talk too, I miss so many little things. It is safe to say I am lonely, and I miss living six in a room. Other than being stuck in the past, I have began to get my life together here. I have two jobs, I work at a unique little tea store, and I also work at a food and movie store. These are both local businesses so that makes me happy, local is the best! I have already started to work, so that makes me feel as if I am already accomplishing things.
It is so nice to return to my hometown, then after a week I am ready to get out again. It is safe to admit I enjoy visiting and being home and then I want to get out again and continue living my life in an independent way. Everyone is so settled and used of their life here, it's all the same, it is always like this. I come back, and everything is the same. I like change, but I need to get used of becoming settled, I have been able to pack up my emotions every couple of months, and move on. Now it's a different reality I need to stick it out.
Other than visiting with Brandon folk, finding my jobs, and time with the fam jam I got the chance to go to Winnipeg, and pick up Snuge from the airport since she came home for a visit. I had a good time visiting with the camp family, and it was nice to be down in the osbourne scene again.
I miss Katimavik.
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