Hello to longer days....
March 1st, creeped up suddenly. It was just Christmas wasn't it? Not three months until June or Spring time approaching. How refreshing to see sunlight waking up and to not see total darkness at five o'clock. Oh life is getting better, and Amy will be out of the winter time blues. Obviously I have been very lost lately, lost in my own thoughts my own selfish self. I am confused on my wants and needs, and what happiness involves for myself. Is it love, good marks or more involvement in projects? Is it smiling more at strangers, or more friends? Am I happy with what I have? Or perhaps am I missing something I need to find. I guess just saying "Lost" sums up my thoughts right now. If you had a conversation with me about all of this I bet I would be talking a million miles a minute, and using jumbled words together, meaning making no sense with what I really want right now. I guess me being insanely sick doesn't add too much greatness to this beautiful disaster I have created.
I love listening to the same song on repeat, my sister hates that about me. Then I get really sick of the song. Anyway, it's almost midnight I am terribly sick and yet I am on here typing away. I know I said I would write when I had more colour in my life. I think that's what I am searching for... It may take months before I can say I have found that colour. I Keep saying I just want to get my life started, start living the life I have been dreaming since I was a little girl. But I also always wanted to go to high-school have my license!! Freedom. Why am I complaining? Everything is so perfect right now, I feel like I am always waiting.. but AMY your living- your life has started...
Tomorrow, three months before i turn 18. I haven't really thought about that much, until March got here. It's weird to think I can call myself an adult, well maybe technically but I shall always be a crazy child:) Haha, crazy I am yes. Ha ha, I think I am getting worry lines on my forehead... seriously!!! I am aging hahaha....well I guess my friends would agree yes Amy you are always worrying.
Life is interesting so to speak as of now, I am trying to keep busy, get healthier.. and I am very very excited for the coming months of grad and CAMP!!!! Oh life is good. Anyway, Spring is here!!!! And I go to Mexico in about 26 Days!! Whoop I hope I made you all jealous haha. See you later world.
Peace and Sunshine!!!!
(:
I love listening to the same song on repeat, my sister hates that about me. Then I get really sick of the song. Anyway, it's almost midnight I am terribly sick and yet I am on here typing away. I know I said I would write when I had more colour in my life. I think that's what I am searching for... It may take months before I can say I have found that colour. I Keep saying I just want to get my life started, start living the life I have been dreaming since I was a little girl. But I also always wanted to go to high-school have my license!! Freedom. Why am I complaining? Everything is so perfect right now, I feel like I am always waiting.. but AMY your living- your life has started...
Tomorrow, three months before i turn 18. I haven't really thought about that much, until March got here. It's weird to think I can call myself an adult, well maybe technically but I shall always be a crazy child:) Haha, crazy I am yes. Ha ha, I think I am getting worry lines on my forehead... seriously!!! I am aging hahaha....well I guess my friends would agree yes Amy you are always worrying.
Life is interesting so to speak as of now, I am trying to keep busy, get healthier.. and I am very very excited for the coming months of grad and CAMP!!!! Oh life is good. Anyway, Spring is here!!!! And I go to Mexico in about 26 Days!! Whoop I hope I made you all jealous haha. See you later world.
Peace and Sunshine!!!!
(:
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