Oh jealousy..

Jealousy really acts the opposite way you want it too.  No matter what you do you will not be able to help it. And I happen to be the most jealous person you have ever came across. Im just wondering if you can help it, you can reassure your self or remind yourself not too worry but that little feeling always sneaks up. But why do I feel like this? I don't know. I feel as if I can't be confident with myself, I rather just want to be another person or have something to showcase.. I just want to feel true happiness, and believe I have nothing to worry about! I just wish I could get rid of the feeling. Because I am actually really happy, soo happy. I just wish I could fight off Jealousy. Oh what a funny blog. 

But I am happy:) ..jealousy just sometimes gets the best of me